sometimes you couldn’t help but wonder if seonghwa and yeosang were embarrassed to be dating you. always acting like they don’t know you when at school or when their friends are around. claiming they don’t want people messing you if they were to find out you’re dating.
but it that really it? were they really trying to protect you, or were they just trying to protect their image. their give no shit, never settle down, always up for a good party image.
you hated it, honestly. everything about their “bad boy” personas made you nothing but insecure about yourself and relationship. sometimes wonder if your boyfriends actually like you. if you break up with them, would they fight to keep make you stay.
“y/n? princess, are you okay? you’re spacing out a lot recently,” yeosang’s voice snaps you out of your thoughts and you’re lucky he did. if you kept thinking for too much longer then you probably would have started crying.
would they care if i cried in front of them?
“sorry... i’m just thinking about things,” you say, hoping he wouldn’t ask what was wrong.
“do you... want to talk about it?”
“umm... no, i don’t think it will help.”
“well, you know i’m here if you want to talk.”
are you though? you thought as you nodded your head looked back at the tv you both had been watching. you were both waiting for seonghwa to come back with food for you all to eat.
that was another thing, always eating at your place, or yeosang’s, or seonghwa’s. never out in public like actually couples.
“what did you just say? do you not think you can’t come to me and talk?”
oh shit did you say that last part out loud? you turn to look at yeosang with a surprised expression who has a confused and hurt expression on his face.
“do you not think you can talk to me? to hyung? is this why you’ve been distant lately? baby, princess, what’s on your mind?” he begs, moving closer to you and you don’t know what to say.
just as you’re about to open your mouth, the door opens and seonghwa walks distracting both you and yeosang. seonghwa walks in to see yeosang hovering over you and he let’s out a small laugh as he smirks at you both.
“what are you guys doing?”
“something’s wrong with y/n,” yeosang says and you watch seonghwa’s expression change to something serious. he walks over to you both, setting the food down on the coffee table before kneeling in front of you.
“what’s wrong? is someone messing with you?” you shake your head, eyes dodging to meet his as you look down at your lap instead. “princess?”
“it’s just...” you begin but trail off not finding the right words, “i feel like you guys are embarrassed to be dating me. all your reasons for not telling anyone and never wanting to go out on actually dates... it just seems like excuses. do either of you even love me, like i love you both?”
both males are shocked to hear your words, and how shitty both of them feel. how could they both be such terrible boyfriends and not realize how shitty they’ve been to you. they love you, you’re their princess, of course they love you.
“y/n, we do love you like you us,” yeosang said, he gently made you turn to look at him and he felt his heart clench at the sight of tears in your eyes. “we love you. i love you! we’ve been such shitty boyfriends to you.”
“baby, we never meant to make you feel like that. we’re not embarrassed to be dating you. we really were just looking after you and since you never spoke up we thought you were okay with it,” seonghwa speaks this.
“i just want to be with my boyfriends out in public and go on dates, actual dates to actual places. i’m tried of going to parties just to see you guys and then not even be able to enjoy myself. i hate going to parties, i’m tired of always wanting to do things on your guys’ time, i just... i don’t want to do it anymore.”
both seonghwa and yeosang felt their stomach drops at your words and as you fully begin to cry. a heavy sob leaving your lips as you go to cover your eyes, so they can’t see you cry.
yeosang immediately takes you into his arms and holds you tightly to him. “princess, why didn’t you tell us you felt this way?”
“be... because i-i didn’t think you guys cared.”
yeosang watched as seonghwa stood up without a word and walked out of the room. you think maybe you upset him, but then you hear him come back and instead of kneeling back on the floor, he sits behind you on the couch.
“this was suppose to be a present for our anniversary but i think giving it to you guys early wouldn’t hurt,” seonghwa says and yeosang look down at the small rectangle, blue velvet box in his hands.
“hyung...” he says and you turn to look at the older male who’s looking at the two of fondly. you glance down at the box in his hands and you furrow your eyebrows in confusion.
seonghwa opens the box to reveal three matching rings, and you can’t help but gasp at the sight.
seonghwa takes one of the rings out and puts it own his own finger, then the next one and takes yeosang’s hand before putting it on his finger, before finally grabbing the last one as he holds his hand out for you. you hesitate for a second before putting your hands in his and allowing him to put the ring on your finger.
“we may have not been the best boyfriends before, but let us try and make it up to you if it’s not too late.”
you look before seonghwa and yeosang as you feel your lip tremble as tears once more being to build up in your eyes. “of course it’s not too late,” you answer before pulling the both of them into a kiss.
“just promise to talk to us in the future, okay?” seonghwa says and you nod your head.
“i promise. i love you both so much.”
